The first trimester

Is this really happening?

2016-07-08

We still can't believe that we're having a baby. We haven't really uderstood it yet. It is still unbelievable that this is happening. We bought another pregnancy test, this time a digital one that would tell how many weeks pregnant I am. I took the test early in the morning and waited and waited for it to show the result. In that short moment that actually seemed like forever... I kept thinking, what if it shows negative? what if the other test was just lying?? yeah.. it was nerv wracking.

Then at last the result appeared. It says: Pregnant 3+. According to the scale in the instruction manual 3+ means pregnant more than 5 weeks. YES this is really happening and I we're really pregnant!

Our little baby is growing

I downloaden an app that shows how our baby develops from day to day. I gave our baby a nickname Würmchen since we still don't know if it's a girl or a boy. Our little Würmchen is now a size of a peppercorn, how cute.

Starting to feel the changes

I'm starting to feel changes in my body. Breast is getting fuller and my stomach feels a bit swollen. I'm bloated everyday.. (uughh not the best feeling) Doesn't matter what I eat, my stomach blows up like a ballon.. Little Würmchen you're giving mommy a hard time.

6 weeks now.. on thursday will be our first visit at the clinic. I can't wait to share our news with everybody.. I just have to wait a little longer. This is crazy, I still can't believe that I have this little thing growing inside me. Can't wait to hear your hearth beat.. little baby.

Happy Anniversay Darling!

Today July 19,2016 is our 8th year wedding anniversay. It's amazing how time files...

Just imagine we've been married for 8 years and finally were taking the next step.. Probably the biggest step of our lives.

First visit @the midwife

Thursday 21,july 2016. We got up early for our first visit at the clinic. We met the midwife whom think will be our midwife throughout the pregnancy. The day didn't start so great. I was looking forward to our first check up and we had a little argument in the morning.. Nothing big but arguing with a pregnant lady.. husband you should know better ;)

The midwife asked so many questions and had to make some bloodtest and urin test. Everything seem to be fine except that my iron level is pretty low. So I have to buy some iron suppliment to boost up iron level in my blood.

At the end of the day we made up.. I guess were growing up.. besides were going to have a baby <3

Little Würmchen is giving mommy a hard time

I haven't really felt so bad lately, except last monday 25/8 when I felt nauseous whole day and I had to puke twice. I'm bloated like everyday. Not getting a good sleep in the evening because my bladder always need to get empty.. oh gosh sometimes I'm thinking.. what am I getting into?

Everything for you baby Bell <3

9 weeks..

2016-08-05 Still many weeks to go... Looking forward to our first ultra sound, were half way there.

Baby Bell is growing.. The last few days I got better sleep. Though my visit to the bathroom still quite frequent.. I've heard it's not gonna get better so I guess I have to prepare myself and make the toilet my bestfriend. Somewhat my stomach is getting calmer, I hope that the nausea and bloating would pass but I guess I just have to wait and see. Some days I don't feel pregnant at all and that make me feel uneasy. I don't know what to expect, what to feel.. this is my first time and I have to question myself if this is normal? or I'm I suppose to feel different?

As for now I haven't have that much issues, nothing that makes me worried at least. Next visit at the midwife will be in 3 weeks.

12 weeks

Unplanned visit @ the doctors

Here's your first picture baby love. Our tiny little baby.
Stress, little rest, terrible tummy and tummy aches..
We got worried when I had some bleeding so we had to check it out. In the middle of the night in Stockholm city where we were at the moment. 1 tiring hour waiting for our turn in the emergency room, then finally the doctor came and get us.

You just loose your breath when you hear all the things that can happen.. miscarriage... that would be the worst.. It's amazing how you can love something you haven't even meet.

Then we saw you.. so alive and kicking with your little legs and your heart beats so fast. There's no words to discribe the joy we felt. Only tears of happiness..

Love you baby love.. keep growing in mommy's belly. Can't wait to see you soon..